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answers i'd find, assuredly behind

by marbling

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1.
is everything i see just a benadryl dream? i think i have agency beyond that; a vision of guests in a half bath & “who’s in the kitchen?” i’d ask with eyes closed, it’s nothing but clear but now i just don’t know i found what i seek to be not what i need now, with space, i see past paper facts and ultimately, i am the judge of that i’m a fortune teller when i’m asleep (so then, what do you see?) with forests and pavement comes foresight and hindsight, and a lot of trees cracking driveways (we don’t mind) & “who’s in the kitchen?” i’d ask; with eyes closed it’s nothing but clear you are as good as gold IT’S OK NOT TO KNOW!
2.
i get 10 calls every day since you went away UNCERIMONIOUSLY they’re all from men who say “can you help me in some way” NO NO NO TEN TIMES i help my friends i help strangers i help bus drivers i help my family i’ll help some asshole on the street, drunk and falling into the subway grate i’ll do whatever it takes but i’m not gonna book your band under the false pretense of romantic intentions YOU ACT IN BAD FAITH, I STAY AWAY
3.
eating a pickle from the factory mat said he threw a cigarette butt in brine between vinyl's first ring & its final is a lifetime, is sunshine, is hard to find when it's right where i find myself usually (the scenic route thru centereach) well, the world pushes on and you're all the way in huntington i can't believe you live so far did you drive here in a car are you taking the LIRR tonight? between you and me, i tell them what they came to hear, because i am no one to stand in the way of true love well, the world pushes on and you're all the way in huntington you live so far from me, i wanna be your friend you live so far from me, i'll never see you again you live so far from me, i wanna see you but without driving an hour to do so
4.
WATCH THE TRAIN ROLL THRU YOUR APARTMENT, SHATTERING WINDOW PANES. SURE BEAT SITTING ON THE SIDE OF THE HIGHWAY CHEWING APPLE CORES (YOU MENTION YOU'RE BORED). - - - - - I'D LIKE TO STOP FEELING CURSED ALL THE TIME watch the J roll thru your apartment, shattering window panes sure beats sitting on the side of the highway chewing APPLE CORES you mention that you're bored guess it's just waiting, for what i'm not sure I'm not forthcoming, no, i'm not forthright i make up for lost time by riding the G train all night disconnect my speaker, airplane mode driving all the way home by feeling which onramps i've passed before
5.
so i ask why now you have chosen to confirm what i always thought (rather not) picking up where you left off: pretending the opposite, putting me in the wrong.................
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answers i'd find, assuredly behind my headboard in the bedroom inside a pair of boots in between the floorboard snags if you wanna get exact, i could go to massapequa, where i'd see ya if you wanna get exact, i could go over to massapequa, where i'd see ya in between the set, & never see you again
7.
meet you at central park maybe next time less far when you asked me where i was i couldn't answer
8.
driving down northern blvd playing vampire weekend in the car pride of judea got brand new double doors later i fall asleep watching petit fours
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dog at the park, running after dark you stole my heart with just one bark
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i don't know what, i don't know what to do i walk to the park just so i could be with you then i turn in the mirror on my left side i think of you when i start to drive you cut me off, in everything i say you cut me off, in the roadway you cut me off i try not to mind there's bigger fish to fry than the guy with rhode island plates driving crazy thru bed stuy
11.
christina's boyfriend never meant what he said over text yesterday poorly spent at the vans store in riverhead adam...
12.
superbowl 00:20
you are in everything, even the superbowl bagging bagels piercing your nose
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havin a bad time at the vfw hall

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time to drop some unmixed, unmastered home iphone mic recordings for no reason and with no warning (aka marbling time)

demos from 2019-2023

written & recorded by basia kurlender

peace luv demos forever ♥︎

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released March 1, 2024

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driving in the tri-state at night when the traffic finally lightens up after the worst rush hour you can remember. on your left are 18 wheelers and on your right are pickup trucks and a dog is sticking its head out the window.

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